Something new, Lynne and I married. It has not been easy. We are now very different, like before, but we both know it now. The cost of being two crippled people in america is overwhelming. Special cars, special access, wide doors, special bath, stair chairs, 2/3 weekly MD appointments. Just staying healthy is a challenge, it should not reduce you to penury. I see why the rich want us to die. I see us starving to death in the coming food riots. What good is an M-14 when you need to eat in a wasteland. I'm not in a good place.